“Every successful artist has a closet full of bad paintings.” ~Anonymous.
I too, made mistakes and blunders and still cringe today when I think about it. But here is the point. Success is very visible. People see and show admiration. But struggles, failures and hardships are not visible to the public view and no one would sympathise with them; but one still has to go through it in order to achieve success.
If you are in this stage, don’t quit. Keep moving on and keep improving. You’ll achieve success and admit that all the hardships… they’re worth it. Keep PUSHing (Pray Until Something Happens).